My name is Jackie Mom Of Marcus&Quinn

I want change

So here I am again browsing my social media and looking at my friends’ vacation photos and other people’s work life, going out on a friday night, going abroad etc. while i am again stuck at home while attending my firstborn watching kid’s stuff on television. My little girl just woke up and i don’t mind her stumps her little feet on me.

I want something in my life. I want to put up my own business,something like that. I want to wake up in the morning without thinking how my day ends the same.. but everytime i tell my husband abt it he would say learn about the business or he would say you put up a hardware shop or aluminum shop. I was thinking thats bot what i want todo thats what he wants because his works are likr that.

I want change

Isn’t it ironic when you can’t do what u want to do with your life because you are stuck in a marriage life where your husband tells you how you manage your life, bec he always say “we must be altogether, as a family.” Then there u are stuck taking care of 2kids every single day of ur life.

I don’t complain taking care of them i love my kids more than my life and I love being with them. The problem is that I want to do more, I deserve more than just staying at home all day, I wake up in the morning till night making sure the kids are well. I am a full time mum or maybe not, I am a house helper. I don’t know but I feel sad..

#sigh

My baby girl #AmaraQuinn